it's not my fault, &yours either because it's no one's fault at all.
to come this far i swear i never thought it'd happen,
it's still a lil hard to believe,
is it?

'cos not everything's not in your hands,
& everything's impossible either.

dont you see?
what started out as a dream,
became something real,
which is good
'cos you can wake up & forget about dreams but it's not so easy in reality.

now what kind of lousy sixteenth birthday am i gonna have? why's everyone flying off (if they're not outta singapore yet) & not in town on my birthday, it's not fair.
&the 2 people that i was thinking of spending my birthday with (of cos not together, but still) are out of town on the 27th dec thanks very much you two.
at least sam'll be back on the 28th & we can go out on the 29th, but the other one's gonna be in japan till the 1st, omfg.

Just like a Star
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you. 2:05 PM